Maaf...

For the first time I ventured to write the outpouring of the heart. I know, I'm just a fan who can not have. I know, I'm not a girl ought to be proud of. but all I know, I'm just a girl who is able to feel admired the man.
Since I first met him, there is no other word for it other than I admire him! admired him so much! almost every semester I can see your smile. and arise my heart to will not let you make much from me. but all is lost of hope, brothers decided to continue at school out of town. at the time did not imagine for me to see you again. feelings of sadness, disappointment, and only existed as an admirer, made me hesitate! but, it does not make me discouraged with it! much time has been missed without the person that I admire here. for some reason, none a great guy and perfect in my eyes than you! I'm always looking for information about you. Cut this heart felt when saw you had with the others. I know I'm not who whom, but that does not mean I do not have a right to feel sick. Sorry ! sorry have made you did not feel comfortable. sorry, have never arise in my mind to ruin your relationship. but I know! is only she who is able to make you happy! because your happy also happy I too.Now, I can only accept that you are just someone who will always admire. 
I hope after this brother can understand, that my goal just want as admirers! no longer to damage the relationship you intend evil. I know the fans will still be limited to an admirer! and I will continue to support all the actions! because of you that I admire.